night i would love to dream of every time i sleep..

As I sit here gazing out the window,

Instead of studying statistics, I’m dreaming of you...

And wondering if while you’re in your own world,

You’re thinking of me too.

I reminisce about the day you told me those magic words,

Looking at the glowing smile on your face,

We were so cool even we were so shy,

Staring into your pretty eyes,

I know it's real..

And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside,

Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...

Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts,

Looking forward to the next time we meet.

What lies ahead, down the road to love?

Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for?

All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...

Glaring now before me with great anticipation.

No one knows what tomorrow brings...

One can only wish and believe...

I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,

And bring the right person into my life.

Could it be you?

Time will tell...

I feel a special bond starting between us,

And so I’m truly hopeful that it is you Mr Q.

p/s: glad that we decide not to take da commitment.. it's enough we're comfortable with each other.. let the time decide what gonna happen.. jom dapat 4 flat!! teehee~~ 

Maddi Jane - Jar of Hearts Cover (by Christina Perri)

her voice is amazing!!

p/s: for you.. =p

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

when she is grounded =p

ok. the story went like this..
i've plan with acik to go to pahlawan walk n jonker last nite.. both of us like jarang gile jumpe eventho sorang kt utem sorang kt kbm... *funny kan*
i've told mom n dad, n they agree siap bg kereta sekali okaayyhh~~~
then m like very excited to clean da house, masak and all.. coz m goin out tonite!! <3
around 9 pm, i choose my shirt which i'd just decorate.. *nak tunjuk konon bju bru kak acik.. =p*
dah siap with all da eyeliners, lipgloss, handbag.. I'M ALL SET!!! *wink2*
keluar bilik je...
maa.. nak beli jeans baru pleaassee~~ *sbnrnye nak minta duet*
my mom was like, ni nak pergi mane nieh???
me; melaka la mama~~
mom; melaka??!!1 i thot u goin to masjid tanah only... nnononononononono~~ u cn't go to melaka
me; alaaaaaa.. why~~
mom; coz u'r anak dara.. duk umah senyap2 ea..
me; *dgn mulut pouting merajok* yelaa.. jap, nak pinjam blackberry BOLD boleyh.. nak cancel date with acik
mom; amek laa...
me; *bagi teros blackberry kt aku kn bagus* =p

hahaha!! sbg anak mithali, kuturuti kehendak ibunda.. cewah!! love u mom!!
and because of terasa sgt confident style shawl yg bru dicuba.. lets camwhore baby!! hhahaha!

p/s; people say m bulat sangat.. but who cares! m lovin it.. sumone told me, bola sepak tu bulat kan, kalau xde angin, kempis je boleyh pakai x?? haa!! kaw sama la cm bola tuh... *ok, dat sound soo wrong n ngok ngek*
so, do comment on my new style.. hehehe~~ x malu kan.. =p

Distance doesn't ruin a relationship, DOUBTS do.

Don't stay if you have to, but stay if you want to... =.=

I don't give it to you on purpose.

You dunno how very special you are; 

I long for imperfect. The more the better. Maybe some flaw here and there. Nope, don't give me a flawless one. I don't want a complete package. I wanna a rebuilt one. With additional parts sincerely attached by me. I hate to say this but I want a recharge one, without battery operated cause it gonna be lively some autumn days. Yes, there will be some autumn days in this non-season environment especially when I can't make you fully mine and I have to share you with others as you said that you ain't gonna give your time especially for me. So, during that time, I'll wrapped you inside the blanket and locked the door. I won't be there. For times when spring came, I'll give you my greatest affections and love. You may not want it, but I'll give it undoubtedly cause we never know when spring may came to us the next time. You may will meet some other 'kid' that can take care of you better than you in my possession. I'll let go of you if you want to. But, by the time no one is better than me in your eyes, I'll take good care of you. I won't let you cry, or even whine. Let me replace myself in return. For times when you cannot take for yourself, I'll send you to dreamland, where there is only joy. Not once pain is known there. You can ask me to follow if you want to. But if you don't think my presence will heal yourself, I'll stay. I'll stay wherever I'm supposed to. I'll wait patiently, flicking through 'our' manual, hoping for some signs. For times when you on top of your world, I'll be happy for you too. I'll tell the world all about it. I want the world to feel the same too. Yes, it's okay if you let me fall that time cause I can still crawl through time. I'll still tell the world. I'll still tell the world how good you are. And how special you are.

There will be no control,
Are you with me now?
Thought so.





I don't want you to be a Shakespeare nor that I want you to be a Picasso. Just be what you want to be, I'll be there.







i miss the imperfection of you..

WHY YOU SHOULD MARRY AN ENGINEER

Why you should marry an Engineer

Let me tell you why girls should eventually marry an engineer over a Law, Management, Arts or Medical School Graduate. He has three distinct advantages over the rest of the graduates.

Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle

An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and get married and buy a house too.

Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm.

Most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan.

The arts graduate is still looking for a job.

And the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.

Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness

An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear.

Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you.

The Management graduate who will try to control your spending, The Arts graduate who will 'change major'.

And the medical school graduate who will operate on you.

And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineer s believe that You are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their project and they will be hooked to you forever.

Advantage 3: An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust.

Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - The lawyers will lie about everything.

Management graduates will cheat your money.

The arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate.

Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you. plus they r cooler than the others 

Well , this article isn't mine . I found this article on gorgeous DYANA BANGS blog  . But, not all the above are true.. not all engineer is like super duper charming that he'll "hooked" to u forever and have no time for affairs. different people different heart and different style.. love does not depends on what job are ur spouse gonna be.. But how sincere he/she is loving you.. how he wanna take care of you... and how he love to walk beside u to company u, at ur back to support u and in front of u to guide u on da right path...

 well, lets just said say that material will ends and love will last.

 And, go n find da wrong one before u got da right one.. :)

p/s; dyana bangs! seronok2!! hehe.. no offense, juz my opinion prettay!! ^^

p/s 1; mama: mama nak katokarokaripap.

me: cane ma? cane ma>

mama: drama drama drama*iklan pilih kasih*.. alaaa.. mama salah ckp je.. mama nak karipap..*dgn muka pouting dia uh*
me: yela2... nah karokatokaripap mama..
mama; ayoonngg!! mama TERsalah ckp laaaaaaaaaa~~~
me: haish.. sapa la anak sapa la emak ni jang oi... hikhikhik!!
p/s yang tersangat special: i love u mom!!!! <3