.:incomplete melody:.

night i would love to dream of every time i sleep..

2011-04-24T12:36:00.003-07:00

As I sit here gazing out the window,

Instead of studying statistics, I’m dreaming of you...

And wondering if while you’re in your own world,

You’re thinking of me too.

I reminisce about the day you told me those magic words,

Looking at the glowing smile on your face,

We were so cool even we were so shy,

Staring into your pretty eyes,

I know it's real..

And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside,

Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...

Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts,

Looking forward to the next time we meet.

What lies ahead, down the road to love?

Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for?

All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...

Glaring now before me with great anticipation.

No one knows what tomorrow brings...

One can only wish and believe...

I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,

And bring the right person into my life.

Could it be you?

Time will tell...

I feel a special bond starting between us,

And so I’m truly hopeful that it is you Mr Q.

p/s: glad that we decide not to take da commitment.. it's enough we're comfortable with each other.. let the time decide what gonna happen.. jom dapat 4 flat!! teehee~~

Maddi Jane - Jar of Hearts Cover (by Christina Perri)

2011-04-23T10:32:00.000-07:00

her voice is amazing!!

p/s: for you.. =p

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

when she is grounded =p

2011-01-30T19:48:00.000-08:00

ok. the story went like this..
i've plan with acik to go to pahlawan walk n jonker last nite.. both of us like jarang gile jumpe eventho sorang kt utem sorang kt kbm... *funny kan*
i've told mom n dad, n they agree siap bg kereta sekali okaayyhh~~~
then m like very excited to clean da house, masak and all.. coz m goin out tonite!! <3
around 9 pm, i choose my shirt which i'd just decorate.. *nak tunjuk konon bju bru kak acik.. =p*
dah siap with all da eyeliners, lipgloss, handbag.. I'M ALL SET!!! *wink2*
keluar bilik je...
maa.. nak beli jeans baru pleaassee~~ *sbnrnye nak minta duet*
my mom was like, ni nak pergi mane nieh???
me; melaka la mama~~
mom; melaka??!!1 i thot u goin to masjid tanah only... nnononononononono~~ u cn't go to melaka
me; alaaaaaa.. why~~
mom; coz u'r anak dara.. duk umah senyap2 ea..
me; *dgn mulut pouting merajok* yelaa.. jap, nak pinjam blackberry BOLD boleyh.. nak cancel date with acik
mom; amek laa...
me; *bagi teros blackberry kt aku kn bagus* =p

hahaha!! sbg anak mithali, kuturuti kehendak ibunda.. cewah!! love u mom!!
and because of terasa sgt confident style shawl yg bru dicuba.. lets camwhore baby!! hhahaha!

p/s; people say m bulat sangat.. but who cares! m lovin it.. sumone told me, bola sepak tu bulat kan, kalau xde angin, kempis je boleyh pakai x?? haa!! kaw sama la cm bola tuh... *ok, dat sound soo wrong n ngok ngek*
so, do comment on my new style.. hehehe~~ x malu kan.. =p

Distance doesn't ruin a relationship, DOUBTS do.

2011-01-19T08:13:00.001-08:00

Don't stay if you have to, but stay if you want to... =.=

2011-01-05T18:17:00.001-08:00

I don't give it to you on purpose.

2010-12-31T05:18:00.000-08:00

You dunno how very special you are;

I long for imperfect. The more the better. Maybe some flaw here and there. Nope, don't give me a flawless one. I don't want a complete package. I wanna a rebuilt one. With additional parts sincerely attached by me. I hate to say this but I want a recharge one, without battery operated cause it gonna be lively some autumn days. Yes, there will be some autumn days in this non-season environment especially when I can't make you fully mine and I have to share you with others as you said that you ain't gonna give your time especially for me. So, during that time, I'll wrapped you inside the blanket and locked the door. I won't be there. For times when spring came, I'll give you my greatest affections and love. You may not want it, but I'll give it undoubtedly cause we never know when spring may came to us the next time. You may will meet some other 'kid' that can take care of you better than you in my possession. I'll let go of you if you want to. But, by the time no one is better than me in your eyes, I'll take good care of you. I won't let you cry, or even whine. Let me replace myself in return. For times when you cannot take for yourself, I'll send you to dreamland, where there is only joy. Not once pain is known there. You can ask me to follow if you want to. But if you don't think my presence will heal yourself, I'll stay. I'll stay wherever I'm supposed to. I'll wait patiently, flicking through 'our' manual, hoping for some signs. For times when you on top of your world, I'll be happy for you too. I'll tell the world all about it. I want the world to feel the same too. Yes, it's okay if you let me fall that time cause I can still crawl through time. I'll still tell the world. I'll still tell the world how good you are. And how special you are.

There will be no control,
Are you with me now?
Thought so.

I don't want you to be a Shakespeare nor that I want you to be a Picasso. Just be what you want to be, I'll be there.

i miss the imperfection of you..

WHY YOU SHOULD MARRY AN ENGINEER

2010-12-30T19:51:00.000-08:00

Why you should marry an Engineer

Let me tell you why girls should eventually marry an engineer over a Law, Management, Arts or Medical School Graduate. He has three distinct advantages over the rest of the graduates.

Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle

An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and get married and buy a house too.

Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm.

Most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan.

The arts graduate is still looking for a job.

And the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.

Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness

An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear.

Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you.

The Management graduate who will try to control your spending, The Arts graduate who will 'change major'.

And the medical school graduate who will operate on you.

And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineer s believe that You are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their project and they will be hooked to you forever.

Advantage 3: An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust.

Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - The lawyers will lie about everything.

Management graduates will cheat your money.

The arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate.

Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you. plus they r cooler than the others

Well , this article isn't mine . I found this article on gorgeous DYANA BANGS blog . But, not all the above are true.. not all engineer is like super duper charming that he'll "hooked" to u forever and have no time for affairs. different people different heart and different style.. love does not depends on what job are ur spouse gonna be.. But how sincere he/she is loving you.. how he wanna take care of you... and how he love to walk beside u to company u, at ur back to support u and in front of u to guide u on da right path...

well, lets just said say that material will ends and love will last.

And, go n find da wrong one before u got da right one.. :)

p/s; dyana bangs! seronok2!! hehe.. no offense, juz my opinion prettay!! ^^

p/s 1; mama: mama nak katokarokaripap.

me: cane ma? cane ma>

mama: drama drama drama*iklan pilih kasih*.. alaaa.. mama salah ckp je.. mama nak karipap..*dgn muka pouting dia uh*
me: yela2... nah karokatokaripap mama..
mama; ayoonngg!! mama TERsalah ckp laaaaaaaaaa~~~
me: haish.. sapa la anak sapa la emak ni jang oi... hikhikhik!!
p/s yang tersangat special: i love u mom!!!! <3

questionmark!

2010-12-30T18:23:00.000-08:00

fuuuuuuuuuuuuhh.. ape nak update niehhh.. =.=

*ten minutes later..still nothin to write..*

ooh ooh!! i found dis picca on sumone fb.. haha!! check it out..

*she lied*

*sluurrp! scrumplicious~~*

*currently listening to these guy.. daft punk*

their songs.. are superb! when sumone introduce me to these guy and make me listen to them, i'm not as excited when i first listen it in TRON!! seriously..*sbb dulu aku adore and excited kt kaw JER*

*she's HOT*

that's so raven! IS my fav! untill now, too bad it's not on disney channel anymore.. i adore her styles her hair her smile.. sumtimes i see ME in her.*which is just a 13 years old girl dream*..

kalau korunk alert en, she's always playing around with her weight, kejap kurus kejap cm chubby giler!! *mcm org yg sdg menulis ni jugak la kan*.. lave u RAVEN!

*current hobby*

ok, cm da malas nak menaip.. wow, from xtaw nak tulis ape, tros merepek at all da piccas.. hehe..

p/s; dear future bf, i'm gonna love you.. keep finding me ^^

p/s 2; sarra nabila!! love reading ur blog and fb n twitter and everything lah! really give me strengh dat i need! sayang kaw tersangat paling dashyat!!

p/s 3; aku confuse dgn KAW.. =.=

"You'll never find the right person if you don't let go of the wrong one" Freddyamazin

2010-12-29T00:58:00.001-08:00

p/s; ahaks!! i loovvee this!! *wink2*

Flirting is a habit for those who r Single, It's their way of sayin "I'M FREE!" for those who r committed it's their way of sayin "I'M BORED!"

2010-12-29T00:55:00.001-08:00

rock and roll!! n she's a lesbo =p

2010-12-23T20:10:00.000-08:00

haha! pshyco gilew.. look at the guy's beady huge eyes.. cam bapak besar and scary i thing, but i have to agree it's cool!!! hehe... all n all, best sangat.. it can release tension sumtimes.. and and and, da girl.. she's HOT! spell it people! H.O.T <3

too bad guys, she's a lesbo.. haha!! dat's some credit for me tho.. *wink2*

p/s; am i??? na'ah~~ :)

stay sweet girlfriend ^^

2010-12-22T09:05:00.000-08:00

what a day!!~~~

IZUL ENANEE was here in melaka!! after 1 year x jumpe.. alast!

well, supposedly miss Dona n miss Bella goin to join us coz da four of us sorta promise each other to meet up.. we have 3 choice, JB, MELAKA or KLUANG.. (which i really hope dat they choose melaka coz first, i dun wanna go to JB for certain reason, second, I LIVE IN MELAKA.. haha.. so cam dekat n i can use my mom's lovely cute lil' blue picanto (thanks mom!!) third, sbb saye malas naik BAS!! bosan..) thanks to god, they DID choose melaka (jumping merrily!! ^^).. Dona couldn't make it atas sebab musabab kebenaran ayahanda tercinta (she lives in MERSING which is quite jauh for her to come and have to come back for new sem on da 3rd jan)... Bella awal2 ckp can make it and she was like very the mery excited to meet up, at the end she said : "Sorrrrryyyyyyyyyy sukbeaann!! parents ada hal... " i juz reply : it's ok dear, aku dating ngn izul jer!! bluek!!" hahahaha!! and she gone histeria about dat.. nevamind bella, nanti aku dtg UTM aku duduk je dpn muka kaw, x beranjak2.. taw3!! tgk sampai kaw muntah!

So, with that, i have da most awesome date with my cute lil best friend.. i ALWAYS love to go shopping with her.. where we gonna find cute shoes and dress.. definitely we gonna bought some books, too bad i already bought mine dis month, so i juz teman her la... when she made da payment, i look around at the magazines and reach out for AsianPick sumthing like dat, and i juz read thru untill she finish with da payment.. out if sudden she's like menganga and look at the magazines dat i juz put back on da shelf.. "aaaa.. aku terkejut tgk kaw pegang majalah tuh, hahahaha!! sejak bile dowh???" i juz smiled and say, "ur friend here is gettin brilliant each day =p" hahaha!!

p/s: A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.. i'm very lucky to have u Izul <3

Good friends are like stars...you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

i just LOOVVEE this T-shirt

2010-12-20T22:44:00.000-08:00

p/s :

An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves

.. chheerrioz 2010!

it's 1:27 in da morning~~

2010-12-19T09:39:00.000-08:00

ok.. u see da title.. it shows dat m still not sleeping cuz if m sleeping then who is writing this deserted-unattractive-lousy-dull blog.. :p

well, it's like this, m supposed to tlk to sumone today or shud i say tonite?? but but but, he didn't pick up.. haih.. stupid buncit! tido je keje.. haha! bluek!
and when time goes by (mcm la berkurun lamanye), keboringan menyelubungi.. and i start to googling around here n there.. porn?? na'ah~~ youtube!

looking around for weird stuff in utube, n i found ADORABLE mike tompkins and SUPER DUPER HOT sam tsui.. hek3! gosh~~ their voice is superb-fantastic and and charming (ala2 princess ngh cair)..
well, dats what we called gift from God. oh, m soo jealous! =p

p/s; nyte evewybody..

To Dyana Bangs

2010-12-19T09:11:00.000-08:00

Prettay!!!
tribute to ur precious misz lady gaga!! hehehehe
he's awesome isn't he <3
miss u gorgeous!!!

chinese old instrument??

2010-12-19T08:52:00.000-08:00

this vid remind me of a very old chinese music instrument 'THE ZHENG'
The zheng is an ancient Chinese instrument. It has been developed from a small instrument made from bamboo, originally used by herdsman. It was very popular during ancient times, as early as the Warring States Period and the Qin Dynasty (225 to 206 BC and earlier). The Zheng has an arched surface and is elongated-trapezoidal with 13 to 21 strings stretched over individual bridges. Although metal strings are common today, the strings were of silk in ancient times. The zheng rests on two pedestals and is played using 3 to 4 imitation fingernails. On the right side of the bridges, both hands pluck the strings and on the left side, the left fingers bend the strings to change pitch or to provide embellishment. Its playing range spans three to four octaves. We had this instrument made when we worked in Chengdu at the music conservatory.

btw, when i was a kid, mom sent me tuisyen to this one chinese teacher (in case u don't know, i was in chinese primary school, till standard 6. yeay! i graduate) call Miss Choo Koon.. she has 3 sisters and 2 brothers and a very very old mom whom i called Ah So.. hik2! they have this TZ at the corner of the living room.. eeevrytime i rehat, i'll go and sit infront of dis TZ and juz pluck the strings.. and guess wut, kena maarraahh!! hahahaha... then her sister sit besides me and will play a song before my waktu rehat finish.. the sound is soo beautiful and charming.. it's like a routine for them to play the TZ for my waktu rehat.. they are soo kind.
i love her soo much, her family pampered me too much i think, hehe.. well, it's juz remind me of my silly sweet childhood and my teacher ^^

p/s; lao shi!! wo hao xiang nian ni oohh! xing nian de she hou, wo lai ni jia ok? hehe
hong pao ni bu yai ji de lei.. <3

thot of sumone.. =.=

2010-12-19T08:31:00.000-08:00

who said dat dis song is vewy2 suit to both of >>>>>~~~~~
btw, dats not why i post dis vid..
his voice is soo charming.. he definitely beat paramore..
but but, dear paramore, still love u most <3

ooh ooh!!

2010-12-19T08:12:00.000-08:00

look at his face! teka2!!

2010-12-19T07:57:00.000-08:00

question:

1. how many song did he sang?

2. what song does he sing?

3. who are the singer??

p/s; wanna know da answer and playing around with da grammatical error!!! hahaha

owh.. i'm soo in love with tesl <3

eyes, mouth eyebrow??

2010-12-19T07:49:00.000-08:00

check out his BIG MOUTH!

kening2!! ^^

I AM IN MISERY~~

2010-12-19T07:31:00.000-08:00

OOH OOH I LOOVVEE DIS SOO EFFING MUCH!!

he's soo cute!!

cair dah.. yuuuuuuuuu.. me melting edi...

it must be a real hard work to combine everything.. phew! thanks to TECHNOLOGY!! woot2!!

i love you MIKE TOMPKINS!

2010-12-19T07:25:00.000-08:00

he's awesome!! seriously!!

i go gaga over him edi!! cane nie??? ngehehehehe~~

OMG! Mike Tompkins.. aawwwww <3

Reminiscence of all the sorries..

2010-12-18T02:42:00.000-08:00

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry *superjunior*

xde perkataan lain eh nak ckp... dun say sorry if u keep doing da mistakes.

( hurm.. sumone said dat to me once..)

hehehe... cherios!

p/s; sorry seems to be the hardest word.. yeke???

TOP 10 SUKBEAN'S SOMETIMES MOMENTS.

2010-10-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

1. Sometimes I wonder if Megan Fox is actually a man.

2. Sometimes I wonder what would the world look like if clothes were never invented.

3. Sometimes I wonder how would the event of my death be like.

4. Sometimes I wonder how my life would turn out if I had Stewie from Family Guy as my brother.

5. Sometimes I wonder if people really do think it's the inner beauty that counts.

6. Sometimes I wonder what is the reason of me being here on Earth.

7. Sometimes I wonder would the Earth be a safer place to live in if we actually do have the Power Rangers?

8. Sometimes I wonder did the Americans voted for Kris Allen because they were homophobic towards Adam Lambert who I honestly thought should have won American Idol.

9. Sometimes I wonder who or what I was in my past life.

10. Sometimes I wonder would we be keeping dinosaurs as pets if they still existed today.

EX-GF

2010-10-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

ex-girlfriends are just off limits to be friends . thats the rule of feminism . HAHA .

HORRIBLE~~

2010-10-22T06:28:00.000-07:00

‎"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so
vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means
someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt
you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your AWESOME life..." Neil Gaiman.

P/S: IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOO TRUEEEEE! =.=

stop

2010-10-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

stop

live ur life happily.. dun put me in.. thank you

MOMMA! LOOK, UR DAUGHTER DA BESAR

2010-08-11T00:32:00.000-07:00

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

To be with myself and center, clarity

Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walking

I must go alone

I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and uno cards

I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I want to hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself and center, clarity

Peace, Serenity

P/S; i wanna be free.. as free as a bird in the sky.. yes, i am.. god, please let me have that chances.. i had enough.. thank you..

How the world revolves around me?

2010-07-02T02:40:00.000-07:00

as every pathetic soul in this sad excuse of a world should realize by now, that i am awesome and great in every way possible... i'm the jack of all trades and the master of all... born as the embodiment of awesomeness in every aspect of life, a being of pure greatness every known and unknown galaxies throughout the universe and beyond... my awesomeness transcend beyond any veil or void, through heaven and hell, bow down to my greatness...

yes you... BOW DOWN TO ME..!

BFF

2010-05-29T03:55:00.000-07:00

MY SWEET LOLIPOP
MY SOUR ORANGE
MY BITTER MEDICINE
MY SPICY CHILI
MY BEST FRIEND FRIEND EVER!!

This is a girl who give great impact in my life..
When m down, she bring me up
When i cry, she wipe away my tears
When m weak, she take my hand and walk together
When m angry, she soothe me with her own skill
When my head held high, she pull me down
We are totally two different person
she's fair, m dark
she loves black, i love white
she love hardcore, i love country
she easily get bored, i no hal lah!
she's my shorty, m her tally??
she's my angel in disguise, m her demon in disguise
she look weak, but she has a big heart, i look strong n tough, but very the mery sensitive
she tend to save her tears, i tend to let all my tears flow like a river
she..is my bestfriend :)
I'll never leave you IZUL ENANEE
take care taw!!
HAPPY UPCOMING BIRTHDAY!!

p/s; got more present for you.. hehe
ni baru da 1st present

43 Things A Girl Wishes Their Boyfriend Knew**

2010-04-09T07:40:00.001-07:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to

her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

KU BERSINAR

2010-03-31T23:13:00.000-07:00

Ku langkahkan kaki ini

Di hangat mentari pagi

Ku syukuri hari ini, aku masih berdiri

Dan aku tinggalkan masa kelabu

Dan lalu mulakan jalannya kerna-Mu

Semangat optimis diri jalan hari dengan pasti

Selama jantung berdetak, selama itupun

Takkan berhenti berlari wujudkan mimpi

Terus berlari agar hidup ini bererti

Terjatuh bangkit aku kembali

Susah payah aku tak peduli

Kerna hidup hanya sekali

Dengarkanlah teman seloka hiburan

Tak perlulah kita asyik nak berlawan

Kita semua kawan tak boleh berlawan

Kalau kita renggang kita ketinggalan

Bebaskan dirimu dari dibelenggu

Teruskan langkahmu ayuh kita maju

Mari bersamaku nyanyi lagu ini

Jangan difikirkan resah yang di hati

Semua itu hanya dimindamu

Tak perlu kau sangsi tak perlu kau ragu

Segala-galanya pastikan berlalu

Mentari kan muncul mendung kan berlalu

Suka duka perkara biasa

Kita pasti lalu bezanya pada waktu

Bila berlari kenalah berstrategi

Jangan ikut hati, ikut hati nanti mati

Biarlah terlambat atur jalan cermat

Pelan-pelan kayuh jgn sampai otak penat

Sentiasa bawa diri hati-hati hari-hari beri erti pada diri

Jangan berhenti kejar mimpi senyuman diberi tanpa semua benci menghantui hati

Biarkan saja, takdir semua nyata

Bersyukurlah masih lagi bernyawa

Dan aku tinggalkan masa kelabu

Takkan berhenti berlari wujudkan mimpi

Terus berlari agar hidup ini bererti

Takkan berhenti

Berlari wujudkan mimpi

Terus berlari

Agar hidup ini bererti

Takkan berhenti berlari wujudkan mimpi…

Berlari~~i..

once upon a time

2010-03-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

Pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang murid bertanya kepada guru.

Ketika itu guru tersebut ssdg m'ngajar m'ngenai kasih syg.

PELAJAR: "Cikgu, mcm mna kte nak pilih sseorang yg t'baik sbg org y PALING kte syg? Mcm mne juga kasih syg itu nak berkekalan?"

CIKGU: "Ok, kamu ikut ape yg sy suruh. kamu pergi ke pdg. kamu berjln sambil m;mandang rumput d hdpan kamu. pilih yg PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lg walau sekali pun. Dan petik rumput yg PALING cantik, bawa ke kelas."

Apabila pelajar t'sebut pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumput pun ditgnnya. Cikgu b'tanya, kenape tiada rumput yg dipilih??

PELAJAR: " Td mase sy b'jln, sy carilah rumput yg PALING cantik. Mmg ade byk yg cantik tp cikgu kata petik yg PALING cantik, maka sy pun terus b'jalan ke dpn sambil mencari yg PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lg. Tp sampai di penghujung pdg, sy x jumpa pun yg PALING cantik. Mungkin ade diantara yg dibelakang sy td rumput yg PALING cantik, tp cikgu da ckp xbleh menoleh keblkng semula, jd tiadalah rumput yg sy boleh petik."

CIKGU: "Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya apabila kita telah berjumpa dgn seseorang yg kita syg, jgnlah kita mencari lg yg lebih baik dr itu. kita patut hargai org yg berada di depan kita sebaik2nya. jgn kita menoleh ke belakang lg kerana yg berlaku tetap dah berlaku. semoga yg berlalu tidak akn berulang lg. Dan ingatlah org yg PALING kita syg itulah yg PALING cantik dan yg PALING baik. Mmg nak ikutkan byk lg yg cantik dan baik seperti rumput td......

p/s: appreciate what you have ^^

p/s: i love you my bz honey bee.. hehe!

WINDSTRUCK

2010-02-16T22:09:00.000-08:00

Shitty Day -Soko

I hate myself today.

I don't know what's happening to me.

I hate my face today.

I think I look so shitty.

I have some spot everywhere.

And I'm not even shaved.

My hair all greasy.

I look disgusting.

My eyes are glued.

My lips are chapped.

My legs are prickling.

And plus I'm stinky today.

How can I date someone with a face like that?

I know yoú're gonna dump me again,

And I am gonna cry.

Cause you want a perfect girl,

And I'm not what you expect.

You want a perfect girl,

And I look shitty today.

Maybe I should put some makeup,

And find some crazy outfits.

But I am very tired today

And I don't care if I'm not pretty.

Should be like these girls,

Skinny and great all the time.

I'm still wearing my slippers

And eat all the candies at home.

I should sleep more,

And stop going out everyday.

I should focus more,

And stop complaining today.

Tell me, How can I date someone with a face like that?

I know you're gonna dump me again,

And I am gonna cry.

Cause you want a perfect girl,

And I'm not so perfect.

You want a perfect girl,

And I look shitty today.

Tell me, how can I date someone with a face like that?

I know you're gonna dump me,

And I'm gonna cry.

p/s:cube baca lirik dia.. very str8 to the point yet very meaningful.

although the day is going to be suck but at the end of it, there's somebody that would except u just the way u are..^^

from him to her

2009-12-28T03:20:00.000-08:00

to; her

ili nabilah would be ili nabilah, no change...
her beauty untouch by time, her character unchanging due to time, her heart as pure as time itself...
regardless of time or space, ili nabilah would forever always were and forever always will be ili nabilah...

insyaallah~~

by; him

who da hell care.. du-uh!!

2009-12-13T23:27:00.000-08:00

my eyes are glued.
my lips are chaffed.
my legs are pricklin.
n plus i'm stinky.

myb i shud put some make up,
n find some crazy outfits.

but i'm very tired,
n i still wearin slippers while eatin candies..
i dnt care if im nt pretty.

31 ways to make a girl"ME" smile^^

2009-12-12T21:00:00.000-08:00

1. Tell her she is beautiful
2. Hold her hand at any moment … even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. Wrestle with her :)
6. Don’t go hang out with you ex when she is not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.
7. If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”
9. Introduce her to your friends … as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up (she loves it)
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it
13. Make her laugh
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of her t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with her cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its’n simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants
28. Recognize the small things … they usually mean the most.
29. Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time
31. If u care about her…SHOW her!

credit to dyana^^

AHMAD FAIZAL<33

2009-12-01T19:01:00.000-08:00

A : crazy
H : stick to one
M : Makes dating fun
A : crazy
D : a very good boyfriend anyone ever had

F : loves people wild and crazy adore you
A : crazy
I : is really sweet & romantic
Z : very broad minded
A : crazy
L : is a very good kisser

p/s; stay with me n we're both in dis together.. i love u ahmad faizal<33

ILI NABILAH

2009-11-29T00:17:00.000-08:00

I : is really sweet & romantic
L : is a very good kisser
I : is really sweet & romantic

N : is a very good kisser too!
A : crazy
B : loves people and sex
I : is really sweet & romantic
L : is a very good kisser
A : crazy
H : stick to one

P/S: oml!! oh my baby! ur soo lucky!! hahaha
perverted enuf?? gegegegegege
btw, love u soo much!!

sweet esctacy<33

2009-11-29T00:04:00.000-08:00

We met upon

the internet,

My heart you did

not have yet.

I sit and wait each

for the song

My heart will soon play.

Of laughter, love & tears

you have washed away

all my fears.

To be my friend

and see so deep,

I now know why

I don't get much sleep

I have waited

through all these years,

To find something

to hold so clear

And now I know

I'll never be blue,

for I have found

a true friend

and a true love

in you.

p/s: my baby ahmad faizal!! m soo in love with u!!

muahx!!<33

ahmad faizal abd majid

2009-11-27T05:35:00.000-08:00

we knew each other on da 14th of october 09
we hooked each other on da 4th of november 09
it took a 'PIE' for us to hooked up
oh so short
but i believe, it's sumthing so special n unique
where there's a giraffe, there'll b a bhut jolokia
where there's a faizal, there'll b an ili
even though we're far apart, we're close by heart
thank you GOD for giving me chance to know him..
may Allah bless us.. Amiin...

i love u dear<33

lala land vs poo poo land

2009-11-03T05:29:00.000-08:00

what is the definition of bestfriend?
can anyone tell me?
what is the definition of friend?
can anybody tell me?

i'm tired of this crap... afta thinking 4 da whole evening, i juz realise dat i'm all alone... why can't i juz say'NO' to everybody? why must i satisfied them at da same time i did not? why must i follow when i can say 'NO'?
fucking shit la ili!! why u so damn stupid.. it's a simple word!! "NO"
wake up!!
wake up from ur fantasy... they might praise u but they always have sumthing hidden.. dun u realise dat?
u'r self sacrificing, apehal bodoh sgt..
come on la ili, dun let people step on u... mama pon pna ckp, u never listen!! degil!
u'd never learn...
everything have a boundary.. dun b 2 good 2 people, n dun b 2 cruel 2 people..
stop crying bitch!!

now u realise kan how bullshit is da world..
so, my dear ili nabilah, please... please change. for da sake of ur life, for da sake of ur happiness, for da sake of ur future...take care of urself, prioritize urself.. dun b fucking stupid anymore.. i love u ili~~

p/s: juz a monolog 2 myself, no comment on dis post please..

KONAYUKI

2009-10-31T09:53:00.000-07:00

We always pass by one another in the season,

Where the powdered snow flutters,

Even though I slip away into the crowd,

We're looking up at the same sky,

We're freezing,

As though we were blown on by the same wind,

I probably don't know,

Everything about you,

Yet out of the hundred million people,

I found you,

I have no basis for this,

But it really is what I think,

There are no fights that are trivial,

We can't live together,

At the same time, If we can't be ourselves,

Then happiness and sadness are both,

Just lies,

Powdered snow,

Hey,

When you colored us white,

All the way to my heart,

Could we then,

Understand our loneliness,

Pressing my ears,

Against your heart,

I want to go down toward,

The sound of your voice,

Until I get down that deep,

Let's meet up there again,

I want us to understand,

I was the one,

Who stroked the surface,

Even though we were,

Connected by,

Me holding your hand,

That was numb with the cold,

Powdered snow,

Hey,

You, in the way that is too fragile,

Turn eternity,

Into a strain on the rough asphalt up ahead,

Powdered snow,

Hey,

My unreliable heart wavers,

And yet, I want,

To keep protecting you,

Powdered snow,

Hey,

When you colored us white,

All the way to my heart,

You envelop our loneliness,

And return it back to the sky.

p/s: hemo2.. macih^^

I WOULDN'T CHANGE YOU FOR THE WORLD, BUT I'D GIVE THE WORLD TO HAVE YOU^^

2009-10-31T09:41:00.000-07:00

(0)11 520720532376714 (0)345371015741 753201 170116 610145 21177556224 (0)53150 (0)1610 (0) 33033755 610145 21177556224 3737 (0)36626015 753201 [8] [01=a]

NUMBERS!!! waaaaaarrgghhhh!!!
HEELLPP MEE~~~~

giraffe gave me dis and he told me to solve it and find out da hidden message..
i'm teslian!! no math at all... da berzaman da den tinggalkn nombor2 nie.. aduiyai..haha!! tergelak aq bila tgk.
well, disebabkan kebuzyan, i've no time to figure it out... da try search kt buku math mod form 5... hampeh aq x ingat! agak stress juge ye disitu..hehe, but he's not dat kejam, he teach me how to calculate n solve.. baguih r gak.. dia sendiri kate, if logical dia bg hint cm x berbaloi la an, but when it comes to math, he has to help cuz he knew betapa sakitnye selesaikn soklan math nie.. hahaha.!! tawu pon!!
mmg agak bersusah payah la juge nak solve kan... sampai berpinar mata. da kememeng da..haha
but...
when i figured out da hidden message... terduduk terjelepok boleh x!!
all i can say to him is, thank you... juz thank you n i know dat is not what he want n waiting for afta i discovered da message.. but, what to do, i dun have da courage...let the time decide^^

but i admit, i'm loving it!! i'm loving every second n minute.. love it sooo much!!*my saviour*
thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love,
bhut jolokia^^

a funny yet confusing quotes

2009-10-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

"I Must Instead Say Sorry Now And Before Including Later And Hereafter"

"If Lust Over Valor End In Life Instead"

for the 1st time i get this seriously confusing gila!! i was like. WHAAATTT???? kejadahkah semua ini??

hahaha... i try 2 figure it out for like 2 and a half days kot.. tougher than add math i guess. after begging like hell, he gave me da 1st hint, "both quotes have name in it"... name?? what name?? adui!!! migrain...

he said i tried too hard.. the messages was in there.. honestly, i still can't get it..

then, comes the second hint..

"the united states of america is USA"

after thinking for a while..

i was like....~~~~~~~*shocked + speechless*

IT'S A MNEMONICS!!

kahkahkahkahkahkahkah!! i was laughing at my own stupidness>>

hahaha

p/s: thanks giraffe!! u make my heart grow bigger & bigger.... hurm, when will it become gigantic??

haha!! well, we'll see...

surprised!! but i'm loving it^^

2009-10-25T01:07:00.000-07:00

I promised a girl I’d give her a surprise,
Without even knowing her spirit rise,
I looked at her picture and stared into her eyes,
Began writing this poem and not even realize.

But thinking what to write wasn’t easy,
Then I let my heart express freely,
Ideas began flowing as smooth as reading ABC’s,
My hand started to write, oh so lively.

I want to talk about a girl I just knew,
With a heart as pure as the morning dew,
Everyday her smile is enough to make my heart flew,
Nobody would I compare her with her flaws so few.

We talk and chatter mostly over the net,
Our problems and headaches we soon forget,
Trusting each other without a fret,
I used to pray for a miracle, she’s what I get.

Ili Nabilah is her name,
I honestly care about her, not treating her like a game,
Even I know this poem sounds ultimately lame,
But I’d dedicate this to her all the same.

p/s: appreciate it very much!!

thank you giraffe^^

THE REAL ME^^

2009-10-21T04:24:00.000-07:00

* Suka berlawak.

* Mudah tertawan padanya.

* Sopan santun dan mengambil berat terhadap orang lain.

* Berani dan tidak tahu takut.

* Orang...nya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan.

* Pandai memujuk orang lain.

* Terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego.

* Nilai harga diri yang sangat tinggi.

* Dahagakan pujian.

* Semangat juang yang luar biasa.

* Cepat marah & mudah mengamuk.

* Mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan.

* Sangat cemburu.

* Daya pemerhatian yang tajam & teliti.

* Cepat berfikir.

* Fikiran yang berdikari.

* Suka memimpin & dipimpin.

* Sifat suka berangan.

* Berbakat dalam seni lukis, hiburan & silat.

* Sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk.

* Cepat sembuh apabila ditimpa penyakit.

* Belajar untuk bertenang

. * Sikap kelam kabut.

* Romantik, pengasih dan penyayang.

* Suka mencari kawan

P/S: it is all based on a quiz in FB.. but, the fact is, it's true!! hehehe.... ili nabilah!! i love u...

oopppss!!! a slip of tounge

2009-10-20T09:16:00.000-07:00

Was it an insult,
Even if there was only a hint,
Definite that’s how it felt,
Even if that’s not what she meant,
Far from her intent,

But it was my heart she made a dent…

waaaa!!! i salah ckp... doesn't mean to hurt ur feeling, so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry...

please smile:)

want to see ur smile...

i like ur poem:)

it show emotion..

thanx!! specially for dis moment rite..

now, my giraffe is back in action!!!

hahahahah

yeay!!! hooorraaayyy!!!

thanx again for everything:)

giraffe^^

2009-10-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

i met a friend

during ym

i called him giraffe

he called me shorty

we become good friend

coz he is a good boy

n i'm a good girl

we talked crazily bout each other n stuff

laughing like mad

love talked to him

can talk to him bout anything

he's a friend

that care bout a friend

he's a friend

that will lend his shoulder for his friend to cry on

he's a friend

that will be there when u need someone

he's a friend

dat can make me smile

he's a friend

dat will make me laugh

he's a friend

of mine:))

thanx faizal!!! for being my friend^^

my GIRAFFE~ahmad faizal^^

p/s: thanx for others too... especially dear izul... heart u babe^^

end in 1 month & 2 weeks

2009-10-19T05:33:00.000-07:00

Betrayal And The Consequences

Will you be there for me?
Yes, said he
Always! A care for me?
Yes! Said he
Can I believe in you, secrets reveal to you
Can I be real to you?
Yes, said he.

Is it safe if I cry for you?
Yes, said he.
Other's deny for you?
Yes, said he
Surrender my heart to you, yes EVERY part to you
'Till death us do part' to you?
YES! Said he!

I have my history
Yes said he
Bit of a mystery
Yes, said he
Yet will you stay with me, right down the way with me
And never stray from me?
Yes, said he.

Are you the 'real thing?'
Yes, said he
Give me a wedding ring?
YES! Said he.
See all is well for me, truth always tell to me
Go down to hell for me?
Yes, said he.

Are you willing to die for me?
Yes, said he
Grow wings and fly with me?
Yes, said he
Will you be true to me, one of the few to me?
Always anew to me?
Yes, said he.

YOU ARE A LIAR!
NO! Said he
Climbed out of the mire!
No, said he
Angels revealed your lies
Hell is YOUR paradise
Demons are in your eyes
… Yes, said he.

it's over

2009-10-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

Evidence for the Prosecution

You weren’t there when you should have been
You weren’t there
When I told everyone you would be!
My night in shining amour
Became rusty overnight
My soul mate forgot he had another half!

Oh how I wish you had been there!
Through all the terrors and the pain
When life had lost all meaning
And my mind was in distress
And I wandered as a ghost

I always thought that you would be
‘The One’ to sleigh the dragon
To raise me from the fiery pit
And rock me back to health
Safe in your arms

You weren’t there in the cold dawn
Warm arms wrapped around me.
It was not your car I heard
As I staggered to the window
Eyes swollen from grief and loss

The voice I heard through sedation
In the hospital, was not yours
You were not arriving
To take me to lunch
My longing’s cruel trick

I would have walked on broken glass
Stared Medusa in the face
Starved and suffered just to know
You were alright, not left your side
From daybreak to daybreak

Oh God! No matter how I view it

No matter how I try to analyze

Your sudden withdrawal from my loving world

The facts speak for themselves

You weren’t there!

MY BESTEST FRIEND

2009-09-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

Friendship is something to hold on to
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased

I am sure of what I have
Cause with you i have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about

I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare

Others always know
That together we will be
For there can never be another
"SUKBEAN & IZUL"

Those two words, known all over
Might as well be one
Cause without an IZUL, there's no SUKBEAN
I'm sorry, it just can't be done

For you're the "U" and i'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!!

p/s: specially for my dear izul..

BESTIE :D

2009-09-04T11:39:00.000-07:00

dah nak abes sem1..
cepat jew kan..
kt cni baru aq kenal erti kawan yg sebenar...
kwn mkn kwn
kwn syg kwn
kwn amek kesemptn kwn
kwn backstab kwn
kwn sial kwn
mcm2...
bese la kan, norma kehidupan manusia normal mmg mcm 2..
tp kan...
aq rase sgt bertuah dpt jumpa dgn 3 org manusia normal nie...
pada mulanya aq paling takut ngn manusia 3 org ni lah
pastu amek kau...
cm belangkas da
hahaha
manusia 3 org itu adalah...
.

IZUL ENANEE BT DZULKIFELI
dak nie my ex classmate
tyme kt skola lama dulu..
huh!!
nyampah ngn dia..
tyme form 4 la, berbulu sket
hahaha
tyme form 5, tade hal lah..
coz dia x cri pasal ngn aq...
comel pon comel
terkezut ble dpt tesl sama2 kt london nie..
tp awal2 x rapat..
sume berbulu ngn aq..
hhahaha
jahat rupenye aq nie..
tp an..
rite now..
i'm proud 2 have her as my best fren..
she's damn funny
extremely kind..
always think bout others
huggable..
childish yet mature enuf :D
adorable..
she'll always b there when i need her
dia sangat sweet taw x.. haaa
hehehe
sangaaattttt COMEL!!!
IYAI!!!! AIII!!!
RRRRRRRRR...
HAHAHA
thank you god for giving me chances to know izul more...
izul..

MOHD FARID B CHEK WIRAMAN
ko tau!!
budak ni..
masuk lambat..
ahah
tgn dia patah tyme awal2..
kesian tol..
tau2, dia masuk kelas aq..
tyme dia masuk seyez muka serial killer..
hahahaha
aq x thn awl2 da kemain kaco aq tyme balik dr dimensi
lawak tol!!
1st borak ngn dia kt volleyball court.
dia tanya aq pasal buku seaton..
afta dat..
wayang time!!!!
dlm kete aq ngn izul memekak gila2...
farid driver kitowang...
pas2 an, race ngn apek!!!
pergh best giler!!!
farid da mencarut2 da tyme 2..
tgk wayang sebelah aq...
menceceh jew tyme wayang..
komen2 pasal transformer..
balik an..
hamek kau..
salahkn GPS..
kuang ajo!!!
GPS-sukbean
tyme mms men msg ngn beliau..
pas2 kecoh skandal aq ng dia
setan tol dak2 nie...
tros dua2 senyap
afta besday aq kitowang jd gila balik..
hahahaha
sronok!!!
memula takot weyh ngn dia..
tp..
beliau sgt baik orgnye...
caring...
gile hardcore..
generous....
i'm proud to have him as my fren...
muka serial killer...
tp hati baek punya!!
beruntung doe ada kwan cam dia..
farid..

SHAHRUL MUHAZAD B SHAHRUDIN
haaaaa!!!
ni lg sorang manusia...
lg sorang muka serial killer..
seyez x tipuuuu!!
takot sket r ngn dia at first..
dia nie best fren farid...
tyme farid racing ngn apek ari2..
itik kemain marah lg!!
aq ngn izul da ketepi da..
takot!!
eh lupa..
kitowang panggil dia itik..
xtau r asal..
hahahaha
memula mmg x kenal dia..
afta dia rapat ngn izul..
baru aq tau mamat nie org tua rupenye..
dgr hardcore, pas2 dgr oldies..
rnb, pop rock sume x layan..
hakhakhak
lawak an..
hati kaca..
berpuitis giler!!
muka ganazzz, hati kaca..
huhuhuu
sama r species ngn farid
mmg padan la dua manusia 2
hehe
dia amat baik!!!
caring...
ya allah hai!!
lau korunk kenal dia betul2..
baru ko tau hati budi dia cmne...
itik!!

begitu lah kisahnya 3 org manusia...

credit to : izul, shahrul n farid.....

TEDDY BEAR

2009-09-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

TEDDY BEAR!!!!

THANK YOU SAYANG...

U'R MY FIRST TEDDY BEAR EVER!!

NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT PLACE IN MY HEART

SAYANG AWK SANGAT2X!!

I WANNA DIS RELATIONSHIP LAST FOREVER..

U'R ALWAYS BE THERE WHEN I NEED U

U ALWAYS COMFORT ME WHEN I CRY

U ALWAYS GIMME STRENGTH...

U GIMME LOVE...

LOVE THE WAY U HOLD MY HAND

LOVE THE WAY U HUG ME

LOVE THE WAY U SMILE

LOVE TO HEAR U LAUGHING LIKE MAD

LOVE WHEN U HAPPY

SAD WHEN SUMONE HURT U

SAD WHEN U CRY

I'M GOIN TO BE ALWAYS BE THERE 4 U MY DEAR

I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT U DEAR

U'R MY SOUL

I LOVE U SAYANG..................

P/S: when u read dis, i wanna u 2 noe dat i love u sooooooooooo much... can't bear if i lose u dear.. *BEANIZUL*

why??

2009-08-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

why it comes?
why it comes to the wrong person?
why it comes at a wrong time?
why it comes at a wrong place?
why must be me?
why must be me who received it?
why must be me who faced it?
why must be me who feel it?
why must be me to feel hurt?
why must be me to feel on cloud 9?
why must be u who comes to my life?
why must be u who ask me lotsa question when u can ask ur other bestie?
why must be u who start everything?
why must be u whom i falling with?
why must be u who talk sweet to me?
why did u ignore me afta all those thing?
why did u ignore me afta i already falling hard for u?
why did u ignore me afta ur sweet talking thingy?

i didn't ask for more..
juz a simple treat as a fren....
fine, u already noe dat i like u...
ignore dat!!!
relax sudah..
doesn't mean i'm goin 2 propose u whatsoever!!
i juz wanna be ur fren..
dats all...
not best fren...
but fren..
susah ke?
afta all da conversation we had..
then u'r like 'poof'!!
blew by the wind..
like nothing happen...
why?

me....
i dun mind if u like sumone else.....
seriously dun mind at all...
aq manusia gak weyh..
paham perasaan bla suka seseorang...
aq x kesah LANGSUNG!!
tp....
jd member bai..
x heran, slumber, sempoi...

its hurting me deeply...
very very deep...
what goes around comes around...

what u give, u'll get back...

now,
i hate 2 call u my fren..
u don't deserve my love as a fren..
fren help fren...
not ignore..
i can be very kind...
and..
i can be very cruel...

p/s: i love all my fren:) my fren is my soul:)

confessioners!!

2009-08-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

terlambat post la pulak...

how did the confessioners wujud?

hehehe.

question mark...

at there were 7 of them yg lepaking in bilik 2305..

then..

i came nak cari izul....

tetibe dorang sume menjerit..

SUUKKBBEEAAANNN!!!!!

COME2~!!!

JOIN US!!

TGK MOVIE NI DULU..

THEN DO EXACTLY LIKE US..

hahaha....

i was like...

what??!! *blur*

then i buat la....

heheh..

malu la jugak...

but

i love em:)

since that, we lepaking at bilik 2305 jewk..

tu la tpt stay up

tu la tpt mkn...

i even brought my rice cooker n beras there....

add on gula lg..

hahaha

teh, teko...

da mcm rumah dah...

imagine bilik yg hanya muat utk 4 org..

ley masuk 8 org..

pnah jew tido lapan lapan org skaligus...

4 atas katil, 4 kt lantai.

hehehe

but we're happy....

sume jenis x kesah, sempoi...........

lau x puas hati each other pon, ckp tyme 2 gak....

no hard feeling....

confessioners!!!

my babies:)

lap u bery2 much!!

hehehe....

hope it'll last forever....

heart u guys soo much..

credit to nanad, izul, tqa, buzzy, jamie, faie, cruzito

my birthday!!!!!!

2009-08-21T23:35:00.000-07:00

thank you confessioners!!!!!

siot jew korunk ek..

konon nanad jatuh bilik air la..

tup tup kna simbah air sabun ngn buzzy!!!

pas2 yg len ikot!!

hahahaha

serious can't forget dat nite..

all of us berinsatiable dlm bilik air..

waaaaaaaaa!!!

hepynye!!!

sume sexy giler tyme 2..

bwahahahaha!!!

pic dlm xlr cruzito..

pergh!!

jgn sampai terlepas da...

hahahaha...

dat nite gak i got lots of calls..

callers: amirul azzroye, farid, farhana(bestie), afiq(bestie), muddy....

messagers: nani, torres, am, mon-cute, raouf, itik, etc....

credit 2 da confessiners!!!

faie, nanad, tqa, izul, buzzy, cruzito, jamie

heart u guys soo much!!!

heart all teslian:)

faith.......

2009-08-21T22:33:00.000-07:00

faith......

i'm so sorry for what i done..

i noe i'm kinda cruel and x berhati perut....

me myself pon takot at myself when i get angry...

i'm goin 2 be so cruel.......

i noe it's torturing and hurt soo much.....

but i dunno what to do....

i'm not easily get angry..

tp...

mmg nightnare la if i get one....

huhuhu..

aq mmg jenis org x kesah....

tp...

everyone ada limit....

when u did THAT!!!

aq meletup.......

i'm so sorry dear...

very2 sorry....

but now.........

i saw u changing lil' by lil'...

i'm happy till i cried...

terharu gler.......

and when i come 2 ur room and saw da notes...

lg la touching...

thank you syg.....

n sorry....

welcome back my dear faith:)

i miss u soo much

miss the old times...

love u forever....

sincerely,
sukbean....

d0ublestackers:)

2009-08-15T05:24:00.000-07:00

1st time kuar ngn dak kelas laen..hehe.. i'm da only 1 lak 2 dak kelas B.. tp xpe, i'm happy:)
time kitowang nak kuar la bus stand penoh!! aduiyai..thank g0d me*the saviour* tahan teksi tros dapat..imagine kat blakang 4 org.hahah doy dok depan, blakang torres,kacang,tqa n nanad..pakcik teksi da macam nak menghalau, tp kami dgn poyonye mengconvincekan pakcik 2 dgn berkata :"takpe pakcik, saman kitowang bayor!" wakakaka!! *kalau kena saman aq lari awal2*
tp alhamdulillah la kami selamat sampai ke MC tanpa sebarang cacat cela dan surat saman hehehe... then tros naek bus g MP, dlm bus kena diri:( da nak sampai bwu dpt duduk..hampeh.. sampai MP jew, t0ilet adalah sasaran utama!!! my bladder is FULL!! tudung toksah citer r, da serabai gler kna tiup angin.. pas2 g makan..... hakim ajak mkn BK, layan...... lgpun aq x pnah mkn kot.. time tu try test!! hehe... meja kitowang paling memekak kot time mkn..haish.. aq ngn tqa menceceh jew... tp yg paling comot mkn kompom r si kacang, adoi!! bawang terkeluar la, sos merata2 la...hampeh tol!! then g kdai buku cari seaton..:(x jumpa..uwaaa!! pas2 t0rreh nak beli t-shirt, tqa nak selendang..kitowang g reject shop.. pergh!! godaan amat byk, sabo sukbean...duit simpan..kuar ngn mama bwu beli *nasihat diri sendiri* poyo!! hakim beli t-shirt pink*aq pilih hahahaha!!*, tqa selendang kelabu *anep ckp cam alas meja* hehehehe....

selepas berkempas pulas di dalam reject shop yg x berapa nak reject.. si kacang dgn excited nye nak beli tag handphone:) hehe... tag dia checkers warna biru coklat.. x comel tp smart n sempoi.. sapo yang pilih ntah??!! hahahahaa...torres gemok pilih!! dak gemok yg nak gemokkn badan lgi..haish!! *nanad*

doy siap leyh ngorat dak uitm kbm!! haha..lawak giler!! hakim ngn nanad jd cupid g tanya akak*tua setaon* 2 nye number... adoiyai!! muka doy dr hitam tros jd merah..hakhakhak..
doy amat flirty ye tyme 2... ingat faith wey..

DP!!!
torres a.k.a hakim nak beli kasut futsal yg drpd kuar ngn mr naza ari2 nak beli tp x beli2 g.. huhu.. tp ada byk pitstop!
tqa n nanad da jumpa selendang mereka... pas2 g atm..sempat g amek gambar kt kdai sweater..smart giler kot sweater kt situ, stripe!! wuuu... tp x beli:(
selepas semua itu baru misi membeli kasot berjaya:)
pas2
*byk nye pas2*
g carefour, bel engsel..

after all that baru balik.....
tiring BUT fun!!!
da best n relaxing outing ever!!!

thank you doublestackers!!!!
heart u guys soo much!!
lap u poreber n eber!!
hhahahaha

credit to nanad, doy, atiqah n t0rres:)

karaoke???!!

2009-07-20T21:35:00.000-07:00

omg!! i can't believE IT!! ME!! ILI NABILAH?? KARAOKE??? WITH FREN LAK 2!! i've never touch my feet in the karaoke room man!! dats my 1st time n.... i quite dun like it..huuhu
sorry geng!! i'm not use to it..dats why i'm sitting quitely n tgk jew apa yg korunk buat.. masok2 jew memekak..da room is dark..there's only 3 girls in there with i think 5 to 6 boys!! serious not comfortable.. duduk lak himpit2.. hmm... istighfar jew la tyme 2... imagine me in da middle of 2 boys...mcm sandwich la pulak..terpaksa la i duk kepit2..huhu..nseb bek classmate jew... sabau je la tyme 2..fatin worried taw when she noe i g karaoke... then balik agak lmbt la jugak... da best part is, 8 ORG satu kete!!! ya Allah.. tyme tu tuhan jew yg tau betapa takotnye insan yg bernama ili nabilah nie... haish...alhamdulillah.. slamat sampai uitm..
faith, sara, faris, madi, raouf, jang, farid(razip), am...sorry aw..i'm having fun with u guys, but i really dun like da karaoke n da car part... serious takot n rasa bersalah...
sorry kawan2!!!

m0vie day 0ut!!!

2009-07-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORMERS-REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

seriously!!! the best action movie ever!! me n my classmate plan nak g tgk movie nie sesame..its a last minute planning actually. sewa kete p0n last minute..aduiyai!! haha.. there are 20 of us n 5 CARS!!! kinda crazy la jugak an... after isi minyak sume, bermulalah perjalanan dak2 PTSL1B nie... i'm in the same car with farid(razif), am(aki) n izul(vp)...farid drive giler ah!!! sume apek nye pasal!! faith api2kan farid... they race u noe...kt traffic light lak 2..aduiyai...me at the back da risau da, kalau mati nie, sia2 jew kot...hahaha

alhamdulillah la nothing bad happened...kalau x aq bunuh apek n farid!! we park at DP's parking lot, masuk2 jew take picca..cam sengal!! hahaha..

lots of escalator nak sampai ke gsc...bengong!!! lift ade x nak naek..haha!! then, me n izul bought the ticket which is rm10 each..mahal wooo..tp transformer nye pasal..layaaaan.. itik n da gang arrived a lil' bit late...sampai2 jew dia marah farid sbb drive cm org giler..act, dia x nampak ape yg apek buat... farid nak potong, apek halang, mane x huyung hayang kete..aduiyai... ticket 6:10...so we decided 2 jln2 1st n search 4 izul's new shoes...hehe...then we bought roti as our snack in the cinema...it's illegal but rules are made to be broken right,,hahhaha!! plus, some of us are fasting, so they should take carbohydrate man!! in the cinema, it's like we're conquering it..soo loud n we're the only one yg clapping hands rite after the movie end..hehehe happy giler!! my car yg paling last balik..:( kitowang pusing dp 3 kali sbb salah jalan...farid kate salahkn gps(me)..bengong!!! sume pasal nak beli mcd tok siamang(ijat)..huhuhu..thank god slamat smpai uitm..tu p0n tepat2 11 o'clock..huhu..

?????am i updating???

2009-07-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

wow!! can't believe i'm updating my blog..haha..ketahuilah bahawa insan yg bernama sukbean teramatlah pemalas untuk mengupdate kan blognye...hehe. but, sumone request me to update, alahai..update jew laa..
hahaha

INTERVIEW!!!!

2009-04-08T23:23:00.000-07:00

weeeeee!!!!! dpt interview tesl!!!benda yg kuimpikan selamer ini...
hehe... sukbean giler!!

.:**incomplete melody**:.

night i would love to dream of every time i sleep..

Maddi Jane - Jar of Hearts Cover (by Christina Perri)

when she is grounded =p

Distance doesn't ruin a relationship, DOUBTS do.

Don't stay if you have to, but stay if you want to... =.=

I don't give it to you on purpose.

WHY YOU SHOULD MARRY AN ENGINEER

questionmark!

"You'll never find the right person if you don't let go of the wrong one" Freddyamazin

Flirting is a habit for those who r Single, It's their way of sayin "I'M FREE!" for those who r committed it's their way of sayin "I'M BORED!"

rock and roll!! n she's a lesbo =p

stay sweet girlfriend ^^

i just LOOVVEE this T-shirt

it's 1:27 in da morning~~

To Dyana Bangs

chinese old instrument??

thot of sumone.. =.=

ooh ooh!!

look at his face! teka2!!

eyes, mouth eyebrow??

I AM IN MISERY~~

i love you MIKE TOMPKINS!

Reminiscence of all the sorries..

TOP 10 SUKBEAN'S SOMETIMES MOMENTS.

EX-GF

ex-girlfriends are just off limits to be friends . thats the rule of feminism . HAHA .

HORRIBLE~~

stop

MOMMA! LOOK, UR DAUGHTER DA BESAR

How the world revolves around me?

BFF

43 Things A Girl Wishes Their Boyfriend Knew**

KU BERSINAR

once upon a time

WINDSTRUCK

from him to her

who da hell care.. du-uh!!

31 ways to make a girl"ME" smile^^

AHMAD FAIZAL<33

ILI NABILAH

sweet esctacy<33

ahmad faizal abd majid

lala land vs poo poo land

KONAYUKI

I WOULDN'T CHANGE YOU FOR THE WORLD, BUT I'D GIVE THE WORLD TO HAVE YOU^^

a funny yet confusing quotes

surprised!! but i'm loving it^^

THE REAL ME^^

oopppss!!! a slip of tounge

giraffe^^

end in 1 month & 2 weeks

Betrayal And The Consequences

it's over

Evidence for the Prosecution

MY BESTEST FRIEND

BESTIE :D

TEDDY BEAR

why??

confessioners!!

my birthday!!!!!!

faith.......

d0ublestackers:)

karaoke???!!

m0vie day 0ut!!!

?????am i updating???

INTERVIEW!!!!

.:incomplete melody:.